Looking at sunsets

As long as I can remember I've been counting years and days until I graduate and can leave Luxembourg. Lately, when I had to choose subjects for the last two school years, I found out I might not be able to do music in those years in school, and so I sent applications to a school in Finland. At first, I was really excited and happy to go, but then it changed. I realised how much I actually like living here, my friends and the way everything is. Of course, it would be a grear experience and such, but I was absolutely terrified and sad to leave.
I then got the informations that the course would run, and decided to stay here. I am now in a band, though I'm absolutely useless in it, I'm doing music next year and I'm looking at Luxembourg in a completely  different way.